Move On

as i stand in front of this crowded room
i feel isolated, alone;
this should be the happiest day of my life,
or so that saying goes.
the music begins to waft through the pews,
and heads immediately turn,
staring to the back for all to witness the beginning
and life to start afresh.
as the bridesmaids and my men walk down
my heart pounds faster and faster,
knowing that with every step they take
you come closer to me;
and once again i return to my memories,
so wonderful and sweet,
going back for years;
makes me smile and laugh.
but you aren't there.
i see the face of the one i forever love,
that which is not you;
we shared our souls,
then "God" took her from me...forever...
it bothers me no more;
guess you'll have to do.